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Perfect Storm

The perfect storm formed, and it destroyed the village
The place where I felt most comfortable
It was majestic…
So powerful that I had to slow down and take it in a drop at a time
I had to stop and admire

The icy wind scathed my cheeks and ripped my sleeves
My eyes took a beating and still they tried to stay open
The ground broke into pieces below my feet
And I fell down… Feeling agony

I couldn’t breathe. I was so scared
All of this hurt until I heard a voice telling me
“Sing to your self as you would sing to a crying child to bring calm to his mind”

I sang hallelujah to the world and to my ego
I sang all the lullabies that I rememebered from my childhood.
I sang rock songs and gospel tunes
I was just entertaining myself

With humility comes the willingness to stop trying to control or change other people or life situations or events ostensibly ‘for their own good’. To be a committed spiritual seeker, it is necessary to relinquish the desire to be ‘right’ or of imaginary value to society. In fact, nobody’s ego or belief systems are of any value to society at all. The world is neither good nor bad nor defective, nor is it in need of help or modification because its appearance is only a projection of one’s own mind. No such world exists.

David R. Hawkins

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The White Lie

The White Lie

Baby, don’t you know its easier to tell the truth

No need to be nice or to be so cool

you can say you don’t want me, it won’t be rough on me

just say it how it is and be done with it

But you don’t know what to do

when you strive to be kind all the time

so instead you tell me that I’m fine

that you’d want to see me again so soon

Honey, tell me now. How it feels to know

The you really were cruel

Even with your kind words of sailing my boat

because that little white lie became a jewel to me—and it wasn’t true

Tell me now girl! What I need to know!

don’t take your time, because you’re wasting mine

tell me how it goes! The song you sing in your head when you think about me

what you think about me

Are you happy now?

I just called you out

I said “make up your mind”

Just to figure things out

you said “listen now

I don’t need to hear this out

I am done for now—I mean to be nice”

But you were so cruel

you’ve always been so cruel

So cold and cruel

why don’t you stop with the white lies

Baby, don’t you know its easier to tell the truth

No need to be nice or to be so cool

you can say you don’t want me now— it won’t be rough on me

just say it how it is so no pain will come

I sleep with the TV on
So I don’t feel so alone
This house is an empty wreck
It’s a perfect match for its perfect guests

Inbetween gettin’ pizza’s delivered
And going to the store for beer
Well, I sit here any day and night
Wondering why I’m here

It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before

I didn’t cry the day my mama died
I don’t think I even pliss
But I broke down this morning
When I saw these two kids kiss

Something’s running around inside me
That I really don’t understand
Now I know something’s gotta change
I just don’t know if I can

It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before

It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before

I’ve wanted to kill myself
But I always been too scared
My life is like sideways rains
Swirl around in the air

I’ve been searchin’ most of my life
For anything to believe in
Like God or love or something
Any kind of simple solution

It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before

It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before

Please, somebody help me
Oh, somebody help me
Please, somebody help me

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